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Sunday, November 06, 2005

taking home for granted

I just can't help it.. I feel sick and tired whenever my mother calls across the room to tell me to go to sleep. I lost my temper at her just now cos I was thinking hard on my physics tutorial.. (yes sometimes I do touch my tutorials) and it just doesn't help me at all. Plus the stupid neighbour is like singing karaoke every night.. what the hell, want to sing then go K Box lah, there is one at Ang Mo Kio Central..

My mother kind of forces me to eat titbits.. it is like I reach home I will see that plate of food on the dining table, OBVIOUSLY waiting and expecting me to finish it. But.. I just have zero interest on it... to be honest I don't have the patience to eat. And fruits! Every evening in the midst of my studying she will call me out to eat fruit.. and I can't bring it back into my room to continue with my work cos it will attract uninvited guest such as mr roach and miss ants.

I know she is doing these for my own good.. but......
Sometimes I just envy my brother. He is staying in NTU hostel, Monday to Friday night are practically free and easy. Why can he stay up until 4am but I can't? My mother will make noise even if I'm up at 12...... and when my brother comes home in the weekend, the expectation on him to do housework is so negligible compared to mine.....

There are reasons to why I didn't even consider staying in hall.. See, if I stay in hostel as well, then who is going to be at home? My mother alone? I just feel that there should be a man in the house...

Arghh.. I miss army days.. yes call me sick, but I do miss army days.... I feel like crying now...



6 Comments:

  • *pats on back* all mothers are the same.. on the contrary, i like my mom doing that to me.. =D makes me feel loved.. although sometimes i do flare up too.. so gd, got tidbits! i want tidbits also have to go dig it out myself lehz.. *hands tissue over* aiyo, muz b i influence u too much lah, wan to cry le.. eh i pms, u dun haf to pms also mah..

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11/06/2005 01:28:00 AM  

  • dun worry chow.. i do miss army days to a certain extent too.. especially with the company of all your friends..

    well.. it's good though.. cuz i never get pampered now.. cuz i'm here and my parents are in singapore.. but well.. treat it with some positivity.. look at things on the bright side..

    By Blogger DJ Niwde, at 11/06/2005 07:24:00 AM  

  • tstar, why u want to pet me...? sharks you should have declared that you were having pms mah.. made me dig my brains out...

    Edwin, now you can pamper yourself..

    By Blogger chillycraps, at 11/06/2005 08:48:00 AM  

  • huh?? pamper myself?? how??

    By Blogger DJ Niwde, at 11/06/2005 02:41:00 PM  

  • there used to be a brand of diapers called Pampers.. not sure it they are still around..

    aiya pamper yourself like go to chill out with people that kind of thing... maybe you should be guest dj or something..

    By Blogger chillycraps, at 11/06/2005 02:56:00 PM  

  • you remind me a lot of my sister leh...

    By Blogger xxoos, at 2/15/2007 04:26:00 AM  

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