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Monday, November 07, 2005

dream of a broken dream

Usually my tears will roll when it is a sad dream...
My eyes were dry last night, maybe I've gotten used to the sad reality.
Or, have I?
Why would the dream come back to haunt me?
The dream, of a broken dream.
As if it came back to remind me of the reality.
As if it came back to remind me of my broken dream.
My broken dream.
It was like a slap in the face.
The dream was broken, but I still haven't let go.

That's why I still can't forgive jason. He will never understand the pain I am going through.



5 Comments:

  • Yo. Relax la. Every once and awhile, some of our past comes up and haunt us. Some events are really out of our control. Think you already know this, but we need to let go to move on. Its like walking.... if the hind leg doesn't let go, you will be stuck. :)

    Always love the Serenity Prayer.
    Goes something like this.

    "God grant me the serenity
    to accept the things I cannot change;
    courage to change the things I can;
    and wisdom to know the difference.

    Living one day at a time;
    Enjoying one moment at a time;
    Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
    Taking, as He did, this sinful world
    as it is, not as I would have it;
    Trusting that He will make all things right
    if I surrender to His Will;
    That I may be reasonably happy in this life
    and supremely happy with Him
    Forever in the next.
    Amen. " --Reinhold Niebuhr

    By Blogger Alex Wong, at 11/07/2005 02:36:00 PM  

  • Amen.

    sigh....

    By Blogger chillycraps, at 11/07/2005 05:03:00 PM  

  • hey..
    I don't know if it's you don't want to let go or if you can't let go or you haven't let go yet.
    If it's the latter 2, as time pass, I'm sure you'll find it easier to let go.
    Not in the position to advise and I"d probably do a bad job anyway, so I'll just tell you to cheer up.
    Er, something about a silver lining and a cloud... aiya, whatever!

    cheer up yar! remember those who support u!

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11/07/2005 09:02:00 PM  

  • thanks Steph... so nice of you.

    more than 1 yr has passed... doesn't seem to have diluted...

    at least u are doing a better job than someone trying to cheer a pms girl...

    By Blogger chillycraps, at 11/07/2005 10:15:00 PM  

  • nah, it's the thought that counts. thanks to you too.
    if you have been trying to let go, give it more time then.
    my XMSB motto: Just do it! Not very appropriate...

    You can and you will!

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11/07/2005 10:34:00 PM  

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